| "Momentum Of A New Self-Image" | |
| my brain said something Now, here somebody somebody connect You can call it admiration at first sight... ...a person trapped in a tangled web of circumstances going nowhere except down a hole held hostage by circumstances We talked about the pain and fear of standing at the brink, looking out at the unknown future. brave and nimble climbing relentlessly over craggy rocks staring out at gaping abysses ...to reach the summit and down the slippery slope. endure struggles nights storms through...to reach goal after exhaustion sets in. You can only be faulted for putting yourself second for far too long. That never works, and only causes misery. 1) You have acknowledged the need for change. 2) awakened to make a change, whereas before, there was doubt 3) You have re-imagined your future. ...imagine a future of your self... through visualization and steadfastness of purpose, projecting yourself into that future. Momentum of a new self image. Icy Blue Flower Opal Cinnamon Silver Food Animal Drink Spice Metal Saturn Earth element Air number sign I strive I am ruled by a rigorous aluminum tree white metal chocolate Venus meat wine air red birds birth number the element of chance life challenge. ambition achievement necessity gain in the areas where they themselves are sometimes deliberate bossy, impatient with hesitation. Are my methods beyond reproach? No, but I will never wither. failure? wash way the soil of the struggle, obstacle to overcome. It was time to step back and watch the suffering and self-doubt consume you Tears Nausea Anger escapes crazy for pain impossible?... I know better boats points pins on a map a place in the world picture I can't dance very well. stumble clumsy walk falling down aiming at the hole. threaten to lose confidence, trust me. get back on the horse that threw you and focus once again on the goal you originally set for yourself. I am a solitary man, anti-social at times. Give me time. I move fast but I live slow I watch my every step and take my time. But when I finally manage... ...to shine like silver, catching every glint... ...of sunlight... ...on my mountaintop I have already fallen and gotten back up drop dead? Well yes. stand up tall adore pleasure and know how to give it all back because it belongs to the Earth any way. For terrestrial reasons... ...I advise setting your sights on doing it better than anyone else The stars are neither miserable... ...nor moderate scribbling figures on a page you cannot make a decision without first considering all sides take longer if you must but take the plunge From childhood to the grave, struggling to keep the peace, settling disputes and maintaining an atmosphere of tranquility at all costs. brush your hair back from your forehead, breathe a deep sigh exhaustion of mental energy balance ironing out conflicts turmoil troubled waters balance a desire to need something else with the desire to cry and make huge personal sacrifices abandoning dreams, and cherished projects, telling lies about yourself and giving in to the wishes of others attempting to create symmetry... ...in every sphere. show us why we are mistaken when we take the wrong path or get a fixed idea into our heads and can't shake it out. From time to time in my life I have had a few friends, male and female, here and there, with whom I have felt a common natural affection. We just simply, easily felt a relaxed, comfortable connection by just being around one another. Those special people and those special moments are few and far between. Those few scant minutes that we spent together smoking and chatting were some of the best moments in my life. I don't require a lot of friends - only that they open up to me and reveal a little glimpse of their true selves. Freedom comes at a price. We have to buy it. Sometimes we have to struggle to free ourselves from our own weaknesses in order to fly high. It takes months and years of toil to gain a few minutes in the sun. ...and failing entirely away she went, more nervous than she would admit, willfully that no one could help respecting her for her efforts, and a little flame went creeping along pardon before she could utter an answer. dark hair that streaked his forehead and searched the face ...that in an instant they think about; they talk what they are thinking, they do what they think somehow, the memory of it ...seemed to make her keep her mind on happiness, it did not last long... her wide-open eyes first saw comfort if you go... you'll see a woman who needs to be mysterious about her old secrets She heard his voice in a confidential whisper lost or wasted by being left to drift about the world without delay. will she stand on the brow of the hill and decline the invitation? she ran after her two best friends, who were just disappearing over the hill ...neglected. the first shock of sudden loss, she was surprised to find the memory ...time to write. worthy the high opinion held of her, ...began laughing. my hard life happy. You never told us, so I suppose you didn't know... ...he listened with a look of dismay mingled with amusement My experiment will succeed. ...was mysteriously lost, and could not be found. her little jealous fear vanished forever, and she witnessed her fate. |
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